Bananas

Things that are driving me Bananas:

• Feeling restless, but having no desire to do anything productive
• Nae's patience is shrinking, she used to wait 45 seconds to a minute and a half into explaining what it was she wants before throwing a fit.  Now she doesn't even try to explain; just throws fits
• Sweets; when will they taste good again?  I figured out vanilla ice cream tastes good - yahoo!
• not having a garbage disposal: makes my drain stink, have to empty those gross food strainers and my garbage is horrific.  
• Naomi waking up at 6:30 EVERY morning since we've come back from Florida.  
• Naomi waking up once every night since we've come back from Florida.
• Christmas is still up and lights are going out on my tree; it doesn't even look kind of magical with only half randomly lit.
• Not having exercised since November.  I think I should start again....  but I just don't feel like it....  but I know I should... but I'm tired... but it would be good for me... but my hips will hurt....  (this argument happens every day)
• Food still not tasting right or very good
• Having to pee every 45 minutes
• Not washing my face at night because I'm lazy
• clenching my jaw while I sleep at night.  I think there is some grinding, too.  I wake up sore and with a massive head ache.
• My head aches!  For Heavens sake go away!  Tylenol is pansy medicine that doesn't help squat.

What you may not know, but have guessed is that I'm pregnant again!  Wahoo!  Yahoo!  Yay!  Yikes... this one has been worse than the first so far.  I'm finally (as of yesterday) not feeling so nauseous all day long and today is the first day since November that I didn't feel like I HAD to have a nap.  But I took one anyway.  I can't believe how fast my belly popped out and I had to unbutton my pants.   I kind of can't believe how long I kept it a secret.  Although, if Christmas and then our Florida trip hadn't happened during this time I don't know if I could have lasted as long without something to distract me.  I'm 15 weeks, due July 4th, but since I can't carry a baby full term I'll have it mid June.  I thought, "Oooo cool due date!"  But, it doesn't mean much when you can't make it much past 37 weeks. 

Anyway, I'll hopefully post more in the next day or so with more info.  Maybe this means I will post more?  I hope so!!!